December 2009
13 posts
do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand.
“And I thought of all the grief and suffering and fucked up stuff in the world, and it made me want to escape. I wished with all my heart we could just leave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically disappear. ”
MAY LUST BE MY RUIN.
“You made a fool of me. Tell me why. You say that you don’t care but we made love. Tell me why? “
”You will die, you are alone. There is no god upon his throne. Impose thy will upon earth’s mess. Else your life is meaningless. No hell below, no heaven above. Live life now and act with LOVE.”
I stand ashamed amidst my foolish pride ‘Cause for us there’ll be no more.
why?
I absolutely 100% should not be feeling this. I’m supposed to hate you, I despise you, I want to hurt you and scream in your face, scratch your arms and rip your long, soft, lovely hair out… look into your deep, pretty eyes and kiss your soft cheek, your gentle lips… Fuck… I miss you.